There is no freedom when you are in the grip of a psychopath.
She’s caught you with her claws, holding you in her bear grip. She is constricting you, binding you, suffocating you. You find yourself in a state near to comatose.
She forbids you your freedom. She forbids you your right to be and express yourself.
She does everything she can to limit your feelings, your movement, your expression, your actions.
She does that through rules, through orders, through moralising, through shoulds and musts.
She does that through intimidation.
She does that through spinning her horror stories.
She does that through threats.
She does that through rejecting you.
She does that through cruelty and sadism.
She does that through punishment.
The rules, it’s all about the rules. The rules born in this inflamed, psychopathic brain that’s losing its connection with reality or may have lost it altogether. The rules born out of the delusional mind of this pathetic, mad dictator. The rules that tell you what’s right and wrong, the only way to be and live.
The nature of these rules is nonsensical. They are not stable and not consistent, as they are spawned from the insane mind. Dressed as the rule, the only right way to be and act, in truth they are just her current whim. Taking away your freedom, the psychopath, tells you “Do this my way or else…”